Tuesday, November 23, 2004

i want you to hit me as hard as you can

come on,

we're going for a ride

Friday, November 19, 2004

fear and trust

connected by ties unseen

Wednesday, November 17, 2004


close your eyes
have faith
into the wind i wish to go
against the current
deviation unexplained

take the leap
but most of all

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

love, the true meaning

love truly conquers all
i bear witness to this. not only the beholder, but the reason.

reasoning all, i knew it was forever.

it always will be forever

i will do what i have always done

i will fight.

i will fight for what is ours.
and it is in this battle that i will determine the worth of everything.

i just need to know the truth. at the least, i deserve truth if i deserve nothing else.

i just want the truth.

please, its all i ask

Monday, November 15, 2004


a year long dream i have lived, only to awaken and realize it was not a dream at all.
where do i go from here. is there anything left for me.
ofcourse there is, but do i really want it.

yes...but not soon enough.

forsaken by the worst. i shall revel in madness, bathe in solitude.

i am on my own.


today i woke up rather late.
i got a phone call.

and life changed.

how sad.

was it in vain?